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There were you
and that small child
You told the little girl
that everything would be okay
and that you loved her,
that she was perfect to you.
Maybe you even shared
some visions of her bright future.

I can’t remember,
it’s been a long time.

There were you
and Dad
and that small child
You told the little girl
that Mommy loved someone else
but she‘d still love her
that Daddy still loved her.
Maybe, if she hadn’t cried that  loud
you could have heard her heart crack.

I still remember,
it hasn’t been that long.

There is you
and me
I can tell
That your bright visions were lies
and you brought death to them
That you’re numb
to the sound of a child’s breaking heart
And maybe
that I should stop holding onto this

I'm gonna change some stuff And be more active again.. Yet, it all still depends on my motivation.. Which is almost always on a quite low level.. But, whatever.. I might also be posting more Journals.. Like, short ones with some thoughts I have.. We'll see.
Gonna change some stuff
I'm gonna change some stuff And be more active again.. Yet, it all still depends on my motivation.. Which is almost always on a quite low level.. But, whatever.. I might also be posting more Journals.. Like, short ones with some thoughts I have.. We'll see.
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He woke up the next morning
next to him the bed was empty
her things were gone
Called all her friends
they said they hadn’t seen her yet
panic rose in his heart
he found a note on the mirror
saying “Sorry, I’m gone for good”
tried to call her;  no answer
panicked, started running
faster than he’d ever run before
kicked in her door
called her name, tears in his eyes
silence
turned the corner to her bathroom
broke down next to her
asking why’d she do that
called an ambulance
threw up,
then finally passed out in her blood
all he remembered were people talking
pulling him back up on his feet
wrapping him in blankets
He blankly stared into the void
didn’t even realize he was crying
threw up again.
Some of her friends arrived
hugged him, speechless
took him to the hospital
He refused to eat or drink
just waited, silence set in again
the doctors said “she probably won’t make it”
for she seemed to have made sure
she wouldn’t

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Hey there!

I'm Spooky (or Spooks, call me whatever you want :D), 15 years old and I love art :)
I like to draw, take photos and write; but just German stories. I really love to talk English (so much that I sometimes mix up German an English :D ) but it's still not good enough to write something..

Well, I maybe haven't really had a nice story so far, but I don't want to be sad; I want to have fun and laugh now beacuse there will be still enough reasons to cry. So I'll give myself enough reasons to smile.

I love to talk to people and make new friends, so don't be afraid to leave a note or a comment :meow:

Maybe I should also tell you about some of my bad habits :D
- I can be really stubborn
- I'm a perfectionist (a stubborn perfectionist)
- I can be sarcastic (but I'll be nice to the people I like :meow:)
- I'm often too lazy to eat or just forget it :D
- I'm a pessimist

But despite all this, I try to do my best all the time and in every kind of way (the perfectionism can be an advantage too :D)

If I forgot to tell something important or you want to know something more, just ask me :)

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Spooky | 15 | female | Artist | Germany


I'm Spooky (or Spooks, call me whatever you want) and I love art :)
I like to draw, take photos and write; but mostly German stories/poems. I tried writing some English stuff lately, though ^-^

I love to talk to people and make new friends (but I'm rather shy), so don't be afraid to leave a note or a comment :meow:

If I forgot to tell something important or you want to know something more, just ask me :)





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Thatdudemaan Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Hay. Herzlichen Glückwunsch nachträglich zum Geburtstag.:) (Smile) 
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Spooky-goes-insane Featured By Owner 3 days ago   General Artist
Dankischön :)
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Thatdudemaan Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Kein Ding. Glaub nicht, ich würde den Geburtstag eines Freundes vergessen.
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Spooky-goes-insane Featured By Owner 2 days ago   General Artist
Ich erwarte es nicht, aber dafür freut es mich umso mehr :)
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Dunkir Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
happy birthday~
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Spooky-goes-insane Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015   General Artist
Thank you :)
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch :)
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Spooky-goes-insane Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014   General Artist
No Problem
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ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
^^
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Spooky-goes-insane Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014   General Artist
:)
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